It has been 4 days since I have spoken to Bryce. 4 days!!! I have been trying to keep with my Break Up Tip #1 and keep busy. Last night after work I went to the market and bought myself the cutest dress imported from India. I reserved another one I am going to go back and guy tomorrow :) May I mention I went to the market alone. It was weird - being alone I mean. I was so used to having Bryce with me everywhere I went before so this takes some getting used to. Does that made me a sad person? Anyways I am feeling so happy. After the market I went to talk to a guy that has offered me a great job opporunity this summer so we are going to go into a bit of a partnership together this summer plus I am going to keep the great job I have so it works out good. Later on went to my girlfriends and watched the trashy show that is 'A Shot At Love With Tila Tequila'.Complete garbage but slight amusing I guess... Anyways afterwards we went down and rented scooters so ride along the beach. It was an absolute blast. For anyone who has never been on a scooter I definitly recommend it. The 'scooter man' gave us lessons first then once we were feeling confident we were off to scoot around the city. We drove all over, honking our dorky horns at every pedestrain we saw (scaring a few haha). So yesterday was actually day 3 of not talking to Bryce but I was having so much fun I didn't feel the need to write about it. Today at work Bryce's lovely mother stopped by unexpectedly for a visit. We have a very close relationship (closer than with my own mother) so it was nice to see her. She relayed to be that Bryce is not doing well. I know this though right?!? I want him to happy but I must admit I don't want him to be too happy just yet. I'm not ready for that. So 4 days without talking to Bryce my subconcious must really miss him because TWICE today I accidentally dialed him number when I was meaning to call someone else! How embarassing!! I really hope he doesn't think I am trying to call him & hang up or something ughh. Anyways there is nothing I can really do about it. I just said " haha woops wrong number, bye". Still.... It sucks that I dialed him twice by accident but whatever. Anyways, last night I had a dream a dream that has stuck with me all day. I have a friend overseas that is a quite weathly arab journalist. He was editor of a huge newspaper, he has reported for CNN, BBC and other prestigious news groups. Although he is about 20 years my senior I always had a little minute crush on him. Anyways I had a dream last night that he was getting married and I was desperatly going around trying to make sure the wedding didn't happen. For some reason this dream has been stuck in my head all day. Hmmmmmmmmmmm. I have a small crush on a rich older man, does that make a gold digger?
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